Swimming In This Strange Sea

And everything will yet again change.

In a mere two weeks from now I will be packing my bags and moving out of the house I’m currently in.

To where?

I haven’t the slightest idea. And it’s terrifying. Nothing in my life is consistent and I’m constantly being tossed around to different houses. I’ve lived in three different places in the past year. I hate the feeling that no place I live is permanent, that everything in my life is temporary and will all change in a few months.

And all of it is my fault. For just being myself. 

I wish I wasn’t such a bother to everyone’s lives..

Love me.

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Good morning. I just woke up. I would of loved to keep sleeping, but I don’t like having nightmares.

I haven’t worn make up in days, and I haven’t the slightest idea why except for lack of motivation to take 20 minutes in the morning to apply it.

I’m really lonely, no ones around.

Someone come keep me company

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I wish people would be nicer to me.

Especially when they barely even know me and I ALWAYS try to be kind to them and they just make fun of me while I’m RIGHT. THERE. I mean that’s always cool. Thanks. If you were trying to make me feel like absolute shit you’ve succeeded. 

I’m so worn out.

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